Please read my life. It is long. Bare witness.

[Mrwise]

*sigh* My life sucks. Nothing interesting ever happens to me. Everywhere i go all i see are people hanging on street corners with nothing better to do.. All the crazy people.. All the low life's.. I feel sorry for them.

I'm starting to think life as i know it is a real bore. Nothing very spectacular ever changed my life for better or worse. The adults in my life are all a bunch of idiots, and to make matters worse. I have no time for idiots.

When i stare at the ocean all i see is a big blue blur. That blur then shines with such intensity that it reveals who i am. A lazy bastard who cant do anything for anyone. It isn't all bad actually,I still have some sort of self respect and pride.

When i talk to girls all i am able to get out of them is a big tease. They cant even tell me whether they want to go out or not because they are too busy playing and not taking me seriously. They are so random it makes me think why i have to deal with they're stupidity.

I wonder why everyone at school is so fake. It makes me start to wonder if im actually a big fake. On the inside anyway. When i get back home, I realize that i lost my buspass on the way home. Mother ends up spazing, Which leads to a totally unnecessary idiotic argument which lasts longer then long recommended.

Who ever thought that going to school could be such a drag? How pointless is it anyway. I wonder who made the educational system so diverse and... Crippled.

When i wash my hands i think about R-Kelly and diseases. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qCWCiu8230

I buy a sandwich due to my extreme hunger but it appears i don't have the money.I walk away still even with the hunger in my body. I can only count on my mother to make the hunger go away. Even then the hunger stays,it stays and never goes away until i have a full meal.

I start thinking when my life will change for the better. I wish that it wasn't so weird and that strange things didn't always happen to me. The truth is that most people i know are idiots. Idiots that cant help themselves nor assist me in anyway possible.

I leave the idiots. I make myself a genius and call forth the Books of knowledge. Maybe then those idiots will learn something. I try to make myself available to everyone in anyway possible. But if i cant even figure out how a friend betrays a friend,What is the point of even trying to keep one?

I never look back on my words. I keep going forward thinking of everyday as an adventure! Be it Idiotic or Awesome!

[jidfurikuri]

well you can't just call everyone idiots and claim you're the only one who is a "genius". . . :/ that wouldn't be fair, now would it? ^.^
just because some people conform, or girls confuse you, or some just act unintelligent doesn't make you the epitome of awsum. [though i'm sure you are because you're on this site posting, right? RIGHT *nods*]

but what an interesting outlook on life. X3

[William]

*sigh* My life sucks. Nothing interesting ever happens to me. Everywhere i go all i see are people hanging on street corners with nothing better to do.. All the crazy people.. All the low life's.. I feel sorry for them.

I'm starting to think life as i know it is a real bore. Nothing very spectacular ever changed my life for better or worse. The adults in my life are all a bunch of idiots, and to make matters worse. I have no time for idiots.

When i stare at the ocean all i see is a big blue blur. That blur then shines with such intensity that it reveals who i am. A lazy bastard who cant do anything for anyone. It isn't all bad actually,I still have some sort of self respect and pride.

When i talk to girls all i am able to get out of them is a big tease. They cant even tell me whether they want to go out or not because they are too busy playing and not taking me seriously. They are so random it makes me think why i have to deal with they're stupidity.

I wonder why everyone at school is so fake. It makes me start to wonder if im actually a big fake. On the inside anyway. When i get back home, I realize that i lost my buspass on the way home. Mother ends up spazing, Which leads to a totally unnecessary idiotic argument which lasts longer then long recommended.

Who ever thought that going to school could be such a drag? How pointless is it anyway. I wonder who made the educational system so diverse and... Crippled.

When i wash my hands i think about R-Kelly and diseases. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qCWCiu8230

I buy a sandwich due to my extreme hunger but it appears i don't have the money.I walk away still even with the hunger in my body. I can only count on my mother to make the hunger go away. Even then the hunger stays,it stays and never goes away until i have a full meal.

I start thinking when my life will change for the better. I wish that it wasn't so weird and that strange things didn't always happen to me. The truth is that most people i know are idiots. Idiots that cant help themselves nor assist me in anyway possible.

I leave the idiots. I make myself a genius and call forth the Books of knowledge. Maybe then those idiots will learn something. I try to make myself available to everyone in anyway possible. But if i cant even figure out how a friend betrays a friend,What is the point of even trying to keep one?

I never look back on my words. I keep going forward thinking of everyday as an adventure! Be it Idiotic or Awesome!

So baisically your trying to say your Noata, right? Or Niranomri?

Thats why you posted this in roleplaying, am I right?

[Haz]

lol err you view on life is very pretenious

OH NO some one is different to me THEY MUST BE STUPID

[Mrwise]

Not really. Im not very well with the girls like noata. Hmm Perhaps that guy from eureka 7. And yeah my view on life is kinda.. ** 619 if you know what i mean.

EDIT= Cool i made a rhyme.

Another Edit: Naa its just that most people i know are kinda dumb. They play too much and they only act a bit serious when they are alone with me. I.E the girls.

Thats a bit strange.. Why dont they act like that around everyone else?

My thoughts=

It only makes a bit of sense to me. But i still cannot understand women just yet.

Another Edit: But the girls do treat me kinda weird. So i don't even know if im noata or not. lol Just wanted you guys to judge who i seem like i am anyway. I cant decide if im noata or not because of me being a little smarter then him i mean seriously who lets an alien control you using sexual methods. ..... Ok on second thought maybe i am a bit like noata. But only a bit...

[jidfurikuri]

you want us to judge you?


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HA! that's a joke if i've never heard one! lmao how old are you exactly? i mean. . . .the girls not making sense thing would make sense if you're like 14 or younger. . .>.>" maybeh 15.

[Mrwise]

you want us to judge you?


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HA! that's a joke if i've never heard one! lmao how old are you exactly? i mean. . . .the girls not making sense thing would make sense if you're like 14 or younger. . .>.>" maybeh 15.

Bingo! 14.



EDIT:I assure you its not a joke Ma"am

[jidfurikuri]

ma'am not sir. ^.^

but i assumed as much. girls will make more sense later, if not sooner than you think. :3 and girls at 14 are. . . .annoying :B1: and scheming. . .and won't shuddup. :D

[Mrwise]

ma'am not sir. ^.^

but i assumed as much. girls will make more sense later, if not sooner than you think. :3 and girls at 14 are. . . .annoying and scheming. . .and won't shuddup.

Yeah. But even girls that arent that age anyway. Mother is all like "Oh don't worry :Insert my name here: They just like you!"
Me=..... Ok wtf?

Anyway my point is. Girls are still weird towards me. Im talking haruko and mamimi weird here. You should see me and my crazy adventures. I feel like an anime kid sometimes XD! Its amazing the stuff that happens to me. I try and do nothing but its like they always have to somehow say something to me. I cant go a day without even trying to act all emo and quiet. -Im not emo. Just saying- I literally get dragged into doing stuff. Lets not forget some older chick asked me out.=She was super hot= But i was far too scared to go. I gave the im sick routine. However my skills are not yet ready. I have other things to attend to. I'll think about girls later.

[jidfurikuri]

*gasps* such a waste of good men on this site!!! DX

i mean, all of you guys on here are like this fool! D; how do you think the girls feel? they want nice boys to date and you're all convinced that girls can come later in life and you have no time and you don't understand them! *pouts* i weep for women who love nerdy men. T.T *like myself*

[William]

*gasps* such a waste of good men on this site!!! DX

i mean, all of you guys on here are like this fool! D; how do you think the girls feel? they want nice boys to date and you're all convinced that girls can come later in life and you have no time and you don't understand them! *pouts* i weep for women who love nerdy men. T.T *like myself*

The girls in my school don't even look at me or barely talk to me. But then again I don't give anyone the attention... I understand them, at this point they are more focused on trying to fit in and are looking at the more socially dominate group....

+ I think everyone in my school thinks I am gay...

[yellowrock]

*gasps* such a waste of good men on this site!!! DX

i mean, all of you guys on here are like this fool! D; how do you think the girls feel? they want nice boys to date and you're all convinced that girls can come later in life and you have no time and you don't understand them! *pouts* i weep for women who love nerdy men. T.T *like myself*

The girls in my school don't even look at me or barely talk to me. But then again I don't give anyone the attention... I understand them, at this point they are more focused on trying to fit in and are looking at the more socially dominate group....

+ I think everyone in my school thinks I am gay...

william, for a while, all of us thought you were gay...and if you aren't gay, even YOU thought you were gay, so i don't really see the problem here

[William]

*gasps* such a waste of good men on this site!!! DX

i mean, all of you guys on here are like this fool! D; how do you think the girls feel? they want nice boys to date and you're all convinced that girls can come later in life and you have no time and you don't understand them! *pouts* i weep for women who love nerdy men. T.T *like myself*

The girls in my school don't even look at me or barely talk to me. But then again I don't give anyone the attention... I understand them, at this point they are more focused on trying to fit in and are looking at the more socially dominate group....

+ I think everyone in my school thinks I am gay...

william, for a while, all of us thought you were gay...and if you aren't gay, even YOU thought you were gay, so i don't really see the problem here

No, bisexual. Problem is that its brings a bunch negativity and such in my school community... Ehh its "complicated" and I am to lazy to explain it...

[yellowrock]

so you ARE gay, you are just straight at the same time

[Mrwise]

Please no gayness in the topic. If hes bi leave him alone. Anyway, Back on topic.

Jid lol nerdy men.. Well there are two thing to that. Im gonna made a double entendre of that.

1.Im smart. But im not very geekish nor do i like to learn.

2.I hate school. If i stayed home for a certain period f time the girls would immediately get on my ass."Why were you out of school =Insert name here=

Me=..... ERm personal?) Me now= Yeah that was a fail

Bisexual/Lesbian wannabe girl supposedly. Might like me= Dude that was a lame excuse.

Me=Yeah i know. Im sorry.

3.Im black. So... lol congrats on me being smart. I can sorta get away with it.However im more of a shikimaru=(Naruto character) smart. I don't actually care about many things. Ahem Not to mention im preety darn handsome.. and black.=Well carmel. But that's not the point.

Oh and william. The girls man..

The girls always call me gay. And yet...
They don't treat me like gay people are treated. Meh maybe that's just how they make jokes on me anyway.

Ex. Girl=FAGOT *With a smile on her face*
Me=Um.. Fagot? *Scratches head like a monkey/confused.
Girl=*Gives Big hug* *I mean that hug was so good it felt like you were in slo motion.* So warm.

There were many times i could have gotten into a girl very sentimental and what not. But because of them acting like 6 year olds i couldn't get anything but a kiss on the cheek.

The only real reason i don't have a girlfriend right about now is because of fear. I have yet to become a man. and that fear is still plaguing me. I cant fight it right now and i know it. Lets not forget good old dad. He was a big help in teaching me how to be a man. THANKS DAD! I hope you read that last part.

Also i wouldn't be able to have a good date due to my income. Its very.. Unpleasant being poor.

Lets not mention my.. Weakness. Yes thats right. Im super skinny. Im talking stretch man skinny. Ok kidding. But seriously i have no bulking muscles.