it's not a rouse I lost all interest in everything (socializing, girls, work, art, entertainment, friends, my hobbies, helping people, religion). now i just ask why to everything. i guess i'm burnt out.
Bitch please, man the fuck up and do something new. Take a walk to somewhere you've never been, read a book on something you don't usually give a shit about, go drinking somewhere you've never gone drinking before. Life is all about exploration my nigga!
I did go somewhere new (this was a while ago), an area I didn't know well, it turned out to be the ghetto. I got punched in the face by some black kid and his homies were ready to back him up if I did anything. Worst feeling in the world, walking away from being punched in the face.